All of a sudden I get these flashbacks
From the first time I ever laid my eyes on you,
I remember the smell in the air,
Not even knowing what would happen soon
I knew you would be one in my life; so rare.
Your hair flowed like a chocolate sea
Looking over and glancing at me,
Smiling and waving
As I blush and hide
You had no idea
You stayed in my mind.
I was too shy
To come at all close to you,
I would try to say hi
But no matter how hard I tried
I would always be
The quiet shy guy.
But one day it happened to me
You came and sat in the very next seat,
That was the day I truly knew
True friends were made
I always knew it was you.
Over time the friendship grew
It was nothing that I ever knew,
I started to feel
As if it weren't real
An imagination that I could possibly feel.
I started to love what would not love me
Looking back that's what I see,
A gift a rose a smile to be
It was hard for me.
I was starting to express my love,
Slowly but surely we began to hug,
I thought you started to love me back
But it was never true
You told me the opposite in fact.
From that moment on
I've carried a hole
Within my heart,
Never being able
To let love start.
I always wanted just one kiss
Just to know how you felt,
I shot to do it only once
But you pulled away
I was a dunce.
But one lonely day
I felt a tap,
I turn around and you were there,
I still remember the smell of your hair,
You closed your eyes and came to me
You kissed my cheek and began to flee.
I felt a fire within my heart
Another flame began to start,
And one day together I began to feel
It was my time
To make this real.
I kissed your head and I looked at you
I could tell you thought this was too new
I said I was sorry and went along,
My heart felt broken
For oh so long.
I kept my distance from that point on
Gazing at you for a distance long,
I was afraid you would be
Another heart that would have to soon
Eventually escape from me.
But one day I changed
And my thoughts became rearranged,
My love for you became too strong
And being away for more than ten minutes
Was way too incredibly long.
You needed to tell me
That there wasn't a flame
And that this friendship
To my sadness,
Would always be the same.
I wanted to plead and say I love you
But you wanted nothing to do with what I had to give,
With a flick of your wrist
I was gone but I did resist
Leaving a trail of hearts black abyss.
I wanted to make things better
But in my eyes it only became worse,
I was beginning to think it would never be
That you and I
Could erase the remorse.
Why couldn't you have given it a chance
It could have been something great,
But we are beginning to enhance
And the thought of us
Is far too late.
We've grown into a pair
That will never split apart,
I always thought it wasn't fare
To be exited from the one thing
That I've always wanted
And that one thing is your heart.
But now you see what it truly means
To have my heart in your hands,
You said you loved me
Now it's said and done,
Our love has finally grown its wings
And we will fly together
Hand in hand,
Just you and me.