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A Letter To My MotherAll the lies once said have become the truth
Everything once tightened has become so loose,
Now everything has burst into a dust
Blowing away and taking my trust.

I risked everything but you let it slip
That chance you had that you let sit,
It's gone and the pain is as real as ever
So you blame me with scorn you feel that is light as a feather.

I wish it were the case
That this hate would come on so light,
But mom, I can't handle this pain,
The troubles and the dishonesty
Won't make us sane.

The One Way TicketToo many friends
Write up their list,
The one with reasons for saying goodbye
Then they slit their wrists.

Too many friends
Buy a one way ticket,
But I promise you this,
I'll be with you until the end.

No more goodbyes
And no more stains,
No more red
Slipping down the drains.

It's time to stop
This cycle of pain,
And I hope it will not
Ever happen again.

Too many times
I've let you slip,
And too many times
I've caused that slit.

It hurts me to know
That you might just be
That one friend,
Who buys the ticket
To be away from me.

Reaching Out.I'm reaching out with my hands
Expecting you my love to embrace me,
But when I close my hand and see that you
Have not yet grasped on,
It hurts.

With every time I open my hand
To this painful empty feeling,
It tears this hole in my heart open
Letting it fill in with sadness,
And letting it become deeper.

So I let my nails grow out
Not expecting for anyone to latch on,
Continuing to grasp this desolate air
I find my self falling down in despair,
But then I see you reaching out
To grab my lonely hand out from the dark,
But alas I cut you,
I lost the sense of caring,
My nails and my heart,
Have become too sharp for this hand

Keep On ShiningThis truth it has stabbed my heart
Like a thousand needles slowly making their way
This love has made me fall apart
I'm broken glass, I'm the broken glass of man

The stabs gets harder every day
The needles they come closer to my heart
As I grow it tears me to pieces
I'm tattered cloth, thrown in the litter

As I try to recover and stand straight
I realize how crocked my back has been all this time
I can't walk straight
Cause my guilt and my shame, brings me down

But even thought through all this
I have still small light that shines to me every day
Cause even in my darkest days
It can still make me smile, it always wants me to

AliveThey pointed and laughed at her,
Because she smiled between each second,
Because she laughed between each page,
Because she danced between each step.

They laughed, and they stared,
Because they didn’t understand
The jokes she heard in the birds’ songs,
She happiness she found in every note.

They didn’t hear the lullaby
That the wind sang with each breeze,
Or the stories the trees told
With every rustling leave.

The relief at having survived
Yet another night, another day.
The joy at being outside
Of the hospital’s gloomy walls.

They didn’t know the fear
And the sorrow she had suffered,
When her parents had

TearsFeel the rain dripping on your face
Sitting somewhere in an unknown place
You might just had your heart broken
Those feelings of yours go unspoken

Let the rain wash your pain away
Let it wash away and find your way
Let the rain slowly heal your wounds
It heals your heart and will hide your wounds

The rain will stay with you for years
It's one of those things that always cares
Because in the rain nobody will see your tears

When The Clock Strikes Twelve.As the day rolls on, I can feel it closing
But I still look at the clock to make sure,
I’m sorry that I can never tell you
How much you resemble all of those numbers on my watch.

Each tick that I hear, I glance at them just to know it still goes
Just like you walking by, I have to make sure you’re really there,
But unlike my watch you aren’t always here
So I can never tell how long we’ve been apart.

Oh how I wish that you would never leave
But instead kiss me when the clock strikes twelve,
You and my watch are entwined in my mind
So please, don’t let the time pass us by, just try.

I'm sorry, Remember my wordsI make sure that they are okay
Every time we speak,
But it's always the same answer
It's the same every day.

They are fine
And they do not need help,
So I try to make them laugh
Something good for their health.

Sometimes I cried and sometimes I smiled
A combination that I thought was mild,
But it lost me my friends and the good times too,
Something I thought would never come soon.

I feel so crazy for what I did
And I wouldn't blame them for what they said,
Why do we talk to him and why do we care
He probably cares more about his hair.

I was blind to see the one thing that kills me most
My ego took control and I started to boa

I Love You TooLove fills my heart as soon as I hear
Those words that I feel are so scarcely deer,
They make me feel right
But when I smile
They disappear.

I wish they would come to me
And that they would flow into my ear,
Every time you say them
I lose a little bit
Of my loveless fear.

I now know the wonderful feeling
Of a true and brave saying
I love you,
And I know now I can finally say to you
That I love you too,
Something I wish
I could have said before.

False StrengthGrab the shard of glass
Because it's your only hope,
To let all of the blood out
Instead of wrapping the rope.

Fill your mouth with the pills
And shoot the tar into your veins,
Fill your lungs full of the smoke
That comes from the mental pain.

Inject into the end of your toes
And pour all of the liquor down your throat,
It's okay because nobody knows
So tie yourself up
And never let it go.

Time's Drifting.

Walking around,
Along with the sound,
Drifting along,
To the heavenly song.

Float up to the clouds,
With a smile on your face,
Looking down on earth,
While drifting in space.

Let everything go,
And never look back,
You've bean chosen to fly,
But you never wondered why.

Off to a place,
Where clouds touch the sky,
And the sky doesn't race,
So you can just drift by.

A world by yourself,
With the wind in your toes,
Is a sound that makes you know,
That you drift with the wind so you can be free,
Not looking back,
But going as far,
As your own eyes can see.

Red Rover, Red Rover.Ripped apart from my new reality
The one I tried so hard to make,
I now feel as if you took my sanity
'Cause you're not mine to take.
Not again... I thought this was over...
Somebody wake me fromm the dark
So I can end this game of Red Rover.

EternalTake this kiss
With slow embrace,
To the darkest place
Just you and I.

Through these walls
To the other side,
Where our souls collide
Never to die.

Into the grave
We waltz from the light,
Out of the grace
Only love will survive,
Thicker than wine
Deeper than time
We dance to the dark delight.

Without end
Through ash and dust,
In our hearts we trust
What fate has allowed.

Beyond this time
On the other side,
Where nocturnals lie
Living to die.

Into the grave
We waltz from the light,
Out of the grace
Only love will survive,
Thicker than wine
Deeper than time
We dance to the dark delight.

Joined together
Bound forev

MegalomaniaI hide myself inside the shadows of shame
The silent symphonies were playing their game,
My body echoed to the dreams of my soul
It started something that I could not control,
Where can I run to now? The joke is on me
No sympathizing because it's insanity.

Why don't you just get out of my life?
Why don't you just get out of my life now?
Why doesn't everybody leave me alone now?
Why doesn't everybody leave me alone?

Obsessed with fantasy, possessed with my dreams
I mix reality with pseudo god schemes,
The ghost of violence was something I'd seen
I sold my soul to be the human so obscene,
How could this poison be the dre

I Must Learn To Smile, While KillingSomething I've learned
Over these years,
Is that you must learn to smile
As you are making the kill.

I have no pain
And I have no resistance,
Hell, I'm not even sane
And I'm very persistent.

If my blade isn't sharp
They wont learn their lesson,
And they will continue to fear
The false place called heaven.

I must drag them miles
Or they wont be scared,
And I have to be vile
And cut into the layers.

They will never know what it's like
To be the only one who knows the truth,
And they'll never know how it feels
To smile and to fear
While I'm making my kill.

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Ashes To Dust.Let my body burn to ashes,
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No Place For Angels.You must seduce me,
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Nightmares Kill Faith

by ~PassionateMasochist, Oct 12, 2012, 11:45:55 AM
Literature / Poetry / Horror / Free Verse

Waking up late at night
Crying because you have no sight,
Darkness whistles like a piercing screech
And your ears wish to hear the sound of speech.

They wish they could hear those special words,
"It will be okay you'll be saved by the lord"
But really you will lay there so cold and alone
Learning that when it's over there will be no home.

You fall back to sleep and your eyes become heavy
The nightmare comes back and the tears break the levy,
You cry and you wish that sleep would soon come
But as long as you feel there is no hope
You'll sit there lifeless and tie up the rope.